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矛盾心境
相信好人,但出門別忘了上鎖 文/凌揚(yáng)
這篇文章本想昨晚寫的,可是沖完涼后,躺在床上想好好的構(gòu)思一下,卻不料睡著了。真的太累了,現(xiàn)代人都有這種累,忙于逛街、忙于上網(wǎng)、忙于事業(yè)……總之難得安閑。睡夢中也不安穩(wěn),一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的風(fēng)吹草動便令自己驚醒,擔(dān)心不可預(yù)知的事情降臨在自己的身上。
已不知道我們是太幸福了,還是太不幸了。幸福的是我們可以擁有安排得密密麻麻的節(jié)目,一個人控制了時間;不幸的是我們被密密麻麻的節(jié)目擁有著,時間控制了一個人。于是想逃避。逃避之后,是冷清孤寂,于是想起曾經(jīng)的熱鬧喧嘩。于是不自覺地,還是走回?zé)艏t酒綠聲色犬馬之中,畢竟我們都是凡人,不能免俗。
昨天傍晚六時下班后,我踏著一輛破自行車到幾公里外的那家藥店取藥。仍是黃昏,可是夕陽與我無緣。秋天的夕陽,本是特別的精彩;秋天的晚霞,本是異常的熱烈;但都消失了。是不是這樣的風(fēng)景,不配向我展示呢?天空灰灰沉沉,好像是要下雨一樣?諝庖不一页脸恋模壑一页脸恋膲m埃與汽車尾氣。我呼吸著這樣的空氣,像是把一勺勺用污水煮成的芝麻糊倒進(jìn)肺里。還是鄉(xiāng)村地方,路邊仍有各式雜草,地里還種著青蔥莊稼,一派寧靜安謐。然而現(xiàn)代的工業(yè)確乎已綶Fri Jun 18 01:01:29 2004] [notice] Parent: Created child process 1724
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:29 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Child process is running
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:29 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Acquired the start mutex.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:29 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Starting 1500 worker threads.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:31 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Process exiting because it reached MaxRequestsPerChild. Signaling the parent to restart a new child process.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:31 2004] [error] [client 218.0.251.99] File does not exist: I:/wwwroot/jjwxc.dysj.net/css, referer: http://jxsdmrmf.cn/
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:31 2004] [notice] Parent: Received restart signal -- Restarting the server.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:32 2004] [notice] Parent: Created child process 9272
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:32 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Child process is running
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:32 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Released the start mutex
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:32 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Acquired the start mutex.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:32 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Starting 1500 worker threads.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:33 2004] [error] [client 218.0.251.99] File does not exist: I:/wwwroot/jjwxc.dysj.net/_guang_gao
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:33 2004] [error] [client 218.0.251.99] File does not exist: I:/wwwroot/jjwxc.dysj.net/jjseries
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:33 2004] [error] [client 218.0.251.99] File does not exist: I:/wwwroot/jjwxc.dysj.net/_guang_gao
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:33 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Waiting for 1500 worker threads to exit.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:34 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Process exiting because it reached MaxRequestsPerChild. Signaling the parent to restart a new child process.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:34 2004] [notice] Parent: Received restart signal -- Restarting the server.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:34 2004] [notice] Parent: Created child process 7312
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:34 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Child process is running
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:34 2004] [notice] Child 1724: All worker threads have exited.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:34 2004] [notice] Child 1724: Child process is exiting
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:35 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Released the start mutex
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:35 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Acquired the start mutex.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:35 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Starting 1500 worker threads.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:36 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Waiting for 1500 worker threads to exit.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:36 2004] [notice] Child 9272: All worker threads have exited.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:36 2004] [notice] Child 9272: Child process is exiting
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:37 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Process exiting because it reached MaxRequestsPerChild. Signaling the parent to restart a new child process.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:37 2004] [notice] Parent: Received restart signal -- Restarting the server.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:37 2004] [notice] Parent: Created child process 9176
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:37 2004] [notice] Child 9176: Child process is running
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:38 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Released the start mutex
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:38 2004] [notice] Child 9176: Acquired the start mutex.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:38 2004] [notice] Child 9176: Starting 1500 worker threads.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:39 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Waiting for 1500 worker threads to exit.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:39 2004] [notice] Child 7312: All worker threads have exited.
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:39 2004] [notice] Child 7312: Child process is exiting
[Fri Jun 18 01:01:39 2004] [notice] Child 9176: Process exiting because it reached MaxRequestsPerC
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